it's valentines day in a week.
last valentines day, i was talking to c. i remember just feeling so desperately sad. it was the first time i was with someone i loved on that day . and i couldn't even be with them.
but i got over it . looked past the sadness and moved onto the next day. like i always did. just overlooked the fact that i was not happy. accepted it. dealt with it. embraced it, even.
not this year. this year, i will be with G on valentines. we agreed not to do presents. it's basically just a holiday for the greeting card companies anyway. i don't want any chocolate that will only make me fat, or some cheesy teddy bear. instead, he's going to make me crepes.
G and his crepes . he makes these crepes at night sometimes. they aren't very good. but i love them anyway. he fills his with peanut butter and bananas and a mix of things just to prove to me that his is better than mine. since i fill mine just with chocolate chips. milk chocolate ones , the kind they only ever have at his house. and then he ends up eating half of mine anyways.
he's making crepes. and i'm making him a cd.
it sounds to me, like a pretty damn good valentines day.
heres to being happy
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